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Um?
Shit written down here are just my pea's worth of life crisis. You are not to take anything I mentioned against me. I do not ever need your validation to live. I strongly suggest you not to get worked up over stuff that does not concern you at all.
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Green
Written on: Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Time: 3:06 PM
"Love is a condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to
your own. Jealousy is a disease, love is a healthy condition. The immature mind
often mistakes one for the other, or assumes that the greater the love, the
greater the jealousy - in fact, they're almost incompatible. One emotion hardly
leaves room for the other. Both at once can produce unbearable turmoil..."
Sometimes you just have to ease up, and let things go. To be so uptight, jealous and angry will do nothing more than dissolve what you're trying to preserve. It's been a long and hard road for me to get to this point, this starting point; but I know now.
I'm admittedly a short-tempered, jealous hot head. I used to find reasons for myself to be like this rather than actually having reason given to me. For so long there has been little to no reason for jealousy. You can't be happy with every single thing that your partner says or does, they won't always do or say what you'd like them to, or refrain from doing/saying the things you wouldn't like. They are their own person. They are not mind readers.
True love comes in your complete trust in their judgement and therefore, their intentions. For you, being the person that you are, the person I've come to love whole-heartedly and grown with - this is so true. I trust you in all aspects. One of life's great lessons to tick off the list.
emki.
Evaluation
Written on: Monday, July 5, 2010
Time: 8:45 PM
Life doesn't give you the people you want. It gives you the people you need. to hurt you, to love you, to teach you, to break you, to turn you into the person you're supposed to be.
emki.
Life as it is
Written on: Thursday, June 3, 2010
Time: 10:34 PM
In your hands you hold two things. In your left hand you have the hours of a day. In your right hand you have the things you want to do in that day. As you stare at the large pile in your right hand, you realise that it is infinitely larger than the pile in your left hand.
I have numerous financial texts that I could buy; a lot of extra reading I could do. I simply don't have the hours. No matter how 'hard' I work, I can't actually complete everything that I want to. It takes me time to read every word. There are only so many words that will fit into an hour, and only so many hours in a day.
I'm squeezing a finite lemon harder hoping that it will produce infinite juice. It just ain't happening. There is so much to do in the span of the next three months, and as of this very moment, I'm not moving forward in my intellectual knowledge in respect to the graduation course that I so desperately need. To save myself the embarrassment, I shall start behaving myself. I am so stressed out over numerous things in my life at the moment, and it's not helping that I have apparent iron deficiency.
Lastly, I've been reading and learning from this collection lately with many gathered experiences and articles on marketing management. Alot of content in there is very controversial, but nevertheless, very knowledgeable and intensively interesting.
emki.
What memories are made of
Written on: Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Time: 11:51 PM
Sydney was astoundingly beautiful that night. I'll never forget how sweet it tasted. You were right about the chocolate pudding we had. I've never had another one quite like it again. Though I guess in the end, what prints more vividly in my mind wasn't the pudding...
No, in fact, it was never about the pudding.
It was about that very particular moment, where the sweetness felt like it could've lasted my whole life time.
emki.
Struggle
Written on: Thursday, May 27, 2010
Time: 7:43 PM
Life is tough as tough can be.
emki.
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Green
Written on: Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Time: 3:06 PM
"Love is a condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to
your own. Jealousy is a disease, love is a healthy condition. The immature mind
often mistakes one for the other, or assumes that the greater the love, the
greater the jealousy - in fact, they're almost incompatible. One emotion hardly
leaves room for the other. Both at once can produce unbearable turmoil..."
Sometimes you just have to ease up, and let things go. To be so uptight, jealous and angry will do nothing more than dissolve what you're trying to preserve. It's been a long and hard road for me to get to this point, this starting point; but I know now.
I'm admittedly a short-tempered, jealous hot head. I used to find reasons for myself to be like this rather than actually having reason given to me. For so long there has been little to no reason for jealousy. You can't be happy with every single thing that your partner says or does, they won't always do or say what you'd like them to, or refrain from doing/saying the things you wouldn't like. They are their own person. They are not mind readers.
True love comes in your complete trust in their judgement and therefore, their intentions. For you, being the person that you are, the person I've come to love whole-heartedly and grown with - this is so true. I trust you in all aspects. One of life's great lessons to tick off the list.
emki.
Evaluation
Written on: Monday, July 5, 2010
Time: 8:45 PM
Life doesn't give you the people you want. It gives you the people you need. to hurt you, to love you, to teach you, to break you, to turn you into the person you're supposed to be.
emki.
Life as it is
Written on: Thursday, June 3, 2010
Time: 10:34 PM
In your hands you hold two things. In your left hand you have the hours of a day. In your right hand you have the things you want to do in that day. As you stare at the large pile in your right hand, you realise that it is infinitely larger than the pile in your left hand.
I have numerous financial texts that I could buy; a lot of extra reading I could do. I simply don't have the hours. No matter how 'hard' I work, I can't actually complete everything that I want to. It takes me time to read every word. There are only so many words that will fit into an hour, and only so many hours in a day.
I'm squeezing a finite lemon harder hoping that it will produce infinite juice. It just ain't happening. There is so much to do in the span of the next three months, and as of this very moment, I'm not moving forward in my intellectual knowledge in respect to the graduation course that I so desperately need. To save myself the embarrassment, I shall start behaving myself. I am so stressed out over numerous things in my life at the moment, and it's not helping that I have apparent iron deficiency.
Lastly, I've been reading and learning from this collection lately with many gathered experiences and articles on marketing management. Alot of content in there is very controversial, but nevertheless, very knowledgeable and intensively interesting.
emki.
What memories are made of
Written on: Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Time: 11:51 PM
Sydney was astoundingly beautiful that night. I'll never forget how sweet it tasted. You were right about the chocolate pudding we had. I've never had another one quite like it again. Though I guess in the end, what prints more vividly in my mind wasn't the pudding...
No, in fact, it was never about the pudding.
It was about that very particular moment, where the sweetness felt like it could've lasted my whole life time.
emki.
Struggle
Written on: Thursday, May 27, 2010
Time: 7:43 PM
Life is tough as tough can be.
emki.
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Autobiography
- I'm Emily, closeries call me Emki.
- I'm a year from turning legal.
- HSC makes me a very sad child.
- I am a grammar Nazi.
- My friends are my family.
- See you around at midnight parties.
- Admittedly spoilt, not a good thing.
- Winter is preferred over summer.
My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalise.
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This Virginity
Opened: 19th December, 2007
Blogged: 3rd March, 2008
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You know you ♥ me.
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